Was she right …. Or was she wrong ….

Whole world stared at her….

For a single decision….was she to be judged ….

Not a single shoulder for support ,

All she had was a man ….

A man of her life ,

Who whispered her name to her ears for the first time ….

Proudly she took a decision ….

And her life was altered ….

In a different way than she thought ….

And she was the first in her family ….

To live independently ….

To live happily 😉




I Like To Forget …

Architecting life ,simple in colors ,

A life full of nostalgia .

The seas were warmer ,

So was time .

Curious was I , with imagination .

Forget the past ,

Future to think .

Finally mastering the art of forgetting .



Promises …


 You promised me .

To be a part of my up’s and down’s .

To be my smile , 

When I am louring .

To be my voice , 

When I can’t talk .

To lend you shoulders , 

When I needed to cry .

To be my strength , 

When I am weak .

To hold me ,

Whenever I needed someone .

You gave me expectations , 

As you made promises .

You promised to keep your promises .

Why was it hard for you to keep your promises  …
When you asked why was it hard to trust people .

I couldn’t promise you , 

The sky , the moon or the world .

But I promised you ,

To always be true to you .

I was just another mere promise ,

You failed to keep .

The promises were everything .

Once broken , sorry meant nothing to me .



Daddy’s Girl ….


Being the eldest in my family , I was always a daddy’s girl and loved my father with all my heart . He was a giver of gifts , dreams , inspiration , granter of wishes and a knight in a shining armor of characters . 

I may have outgrown his laps , but will never outgrow his heart . Just being out there with him was far more than enough for me to be relieved from my stressful mood . No matter how old I may be , I could still see my mother with a scowled face whenever I change sides to be on the side of my father , during small fights between them as I was made the judge to give them justice , and my brother’s endless complaining  on how dad’s more affectionate to me . I guess I’m very lucky and blessed to have a loving father like him .

My mother tried to raise a lady in me , but fortunately my dad won . He successfully raised a lady being both soft and strong , a combination only mastered by a few ( including me ).

Although I get a lot of questions and stares on the mention of his name “MOHASIN” . I used to think with a childish thought , Why had God given me a father with such a name which often gave ways to confusions mistaking me as a Muslim in place of a Hindu . But God has gifted me a great person and I will always be my daddy’s little girl and he will always be my ‘HERO’ .


One Last Time …


The morning dew , 

Ran on those green leaves .

As if like a rain .

Cold to touch , cold to feel .

Why did you leave ???

The way you left ,

Took a piece from me . 

Those moments , we shared together …

Can’t even picture it now ,

For I am helpless .

We played , fought , cried .

Little did I know ,

You would leave a day .

One last time ….. was what I needed ,

Through those white hairs ,

You stared at me , 

Leaving me all alone in this world …

( In the loving memories of Dooniii …)



When their eyes met ……..


And that was the first time ,

the moment their eyes met ,

it had begun , they had begun .

A peak through the window ,

The light in her eyes ,

Far more than enough .

Her eyes , made him fall .

He himself , made her fall .

Out of two unlike worlds ,

Where beauty weighed less , 

Minds of same kind met .

They began a new world ,

A world for them , forever .

And their world stood still , 

Each time their eyes met .





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2 years back is when I met her … She was a gift for me on my 16th birthday from my parents …I still remember the prayer I said on the eve of my birthday … I asked God for a wonderful gift for my birthday and he gave me you -“DOONI ” …. It actually took days to find a good rare name for her . 

 I had already decided that I won’t get attached to another pet dog from the day I lost my “PUPPY ” . But she surprised  me a lot . The day we started knowing each other , I knew that she was going to be my best friend . Each day I got her greetings as I return home . Can’t even think of a day without seeing her . No matter how many year we get to have them , it’s still not enough . It’s because of her that I laugh a little harder , cry a little less and smile a little more . Moreover than being just a pet she has become a part of my life . Sometimes I just lay on the floor with her head on my palms resting for the day . But to me that’s the proudest moment before my parents . He is so naughty and always too hungry that my Mom always compares her with me . 

The way we spend our leisure times , people would ask me ” Isn’t it a pet , wouldn’t  you hurt yourself playing with it ” . But I answered them back that it’s not enough that I have a younger brother , I need a younger sister too and God has given me a much prettier sister . She may not be my whole life , but she makes my life whole . To me she is an ‘Angel’  from up above  , an ‘ANGEL’ who chose ‘FUR’  instead of ‘WINGS ‘.


Partners in crime 😜

AHIHI_COLLAGE1501952057248.pngFriends spelled like F R I E N D S ,but to me these crazy people mean more than just being friends in my life . It’s often said that each and every person that we meet has a role to play in our lives . Some will love you 😍 , some will test you , some will use you , some will teach you and there are some who will just leave you . But the true ones are those who brings out the best in us . And they are the rare and the most amazing people who reminds us that friendship’s worth it .

Can any of us find a perfect friend or a perfect living soul around us ??? Well it’s difficult to find one .

The same is with me . I am not a perfect person . I do have a lots of ups and downs . Even makes mistakes often . But still I love these fellows who stays with me even after knowing the real me . And that’s what I like in them 😘.

Friends are important . Everyone needs a good and loyal friend to share bad or good life events , enjoy happy moments and to share unbearable events on one’s life . None of us has a complete , satisfied life if we lack faithful friendships . 

Friendship doesn’t mean friends have to be together . We should remember and care for friends who aren’t near us, as long distance friendships are the strongest ones . Friends are not things. We mustn’t choose them, trade them, lose them… Friends are living beings who must be very close and dear to our hearts, that’s why we should love, appreciate and take care of them .One really strong, noble and long-lasting friendship is worth a hundred of fake and unworthy friends .

Good times and crazy friends makes the best memories . Our dear friends unknowingly gifts us a lot of memories to treasure . Memories play a confusing role. They make you laugh when you remember the time you cried together. But make you cry when you remember the time you laughed together . Unexpected call from them , trips with them , get togethers , silly fights , laughter on stupid jokes , fights for a single chocolate , limited pocket money but a lot of friends to get the treat , so many phone calls on a birthday , increased number of absentees for a small test , celebrations , last day and so the memories goes on to be treasured .

What would be my situation if  I lose these guys . Can’t even imagine . I would go mental for sure . But I don’t wanna loose these fellows ever in my life . Love you guys , won’t even give you a chance to forget me because you can expect me bothering you anytime . 😜



Did I Change ???

changeWhy do you think people change in life ?

Honestly I don’t know how to answer it but I have been in search for the answer for quite a long time . Hoping I will get it sooner or later .

Life doesn’t change but people do . One of the saddest things to see is that certain people are not who they were , the people you once considered best friends are now best strangers . 

Sometimes I distance myself from people wanting to know that if they care for me they’ll somehow notice me and if they don’t then I know where I stand . And it was surprising to see that when I changed my life , life too changed me in return . Those old habits I used to have with me washed off in the process of evolving to the new me .

I am more hopeful ,  confident , cheerful , determined , flexible and more peaceful at the moment . I don’t know whether I would be changing again . I find that I approach things in a rather different way than I used to and has started to design a new plan for my future which too I changed .

Life started to be my teacher and taught me that slow and determined steps will ripe me good results and that before you know it , your life will have changed . I see I am committed to become a better person today than I was yesterday ……with better thoughts, better decisions , better actions

“Yesterday I was clever , so I wanted to change the world . Today I am wise  , so I am changing myself .” 

If others have changed , I too have to change, right ? And honestly I have changed more than I thought I would . And I would like to continue being ” THE CHANGED ME “.